The Restored Connection: From ‘I’ to ‘We’
Today, I experienced a BRTT session with Antoinette, diving deep into my theme for the year: trust. This theme first manifested physically at the beginning of the year in my left knee—or rather, in the lack of trust in it. Gradually, it became clear that this runs much deeper, touching upon the trust that my ‘I’—my temporary, current self—has in my Self, my eternal, true being. The connection between these two felt paper-thin.
The crucial insight during the session was the realization that my ‘I’ doesn’t fully love my Self, and is perhaps even a little ashamed of it. This makes the foundation for trust shaky. My Self is infinite and has experienced so much, and my ‘I’ has to live with that. Without unconditional love, that relationship becomes a burden.
Exactly one year ago, during a similar session, I had an extraordinary experience: I was allowed to behold my soul in its full glory. The word ‘seeing’ doesn’t do the experience justice; it was an indescribably beautiful and profound feeling. I was reminded of the pure magnificence of my soul, which, despite everything it has endured, shines brightly. Although I secretly hoped to relive that this time, the memory of it was the essence of today’s session.
Now I know with absolute certainty: my soul is beautiful, and it is my task in this life to love and trust it unconditionally. After the session, the image of a thin line between ‘I’ and ‘Self’ transformed into two powerfully intertwined hands. The connection between my gut (intuition) and heart (love), between my soul and my earthly self, feels restored for the first time in what feels like an eternity.
As the sweat dries after this intense session, I feel anything but fresh, but the impact is incredible. All of this can now gently sink in and find its place. But first… a shower.
Epilogue: The Day After
I used to regularly tell myself: “I am the light, I am infinite.” Since yesterday, that sentence no longer feels complete. The truth is: we are the light, and we are infinite.
With the restored bond of unconditional love and trust as the foundation, the exploration and deepening of my inner world can now truly begin. I am ready to take the next steps. Wow, what an experience.
Today, I am giving this profound insight the time to settle. There are no major plans on the agenda; maybe a light workout, but mostly rest. Meanwhile, the anticipation for our trip to America is growing—a chance to get away completely and recharge in that magnificent nature.
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